sunburn and sobriety
It's been a couple weeks since I posted. In those two weeks I have been recovering from severe sunburn. This happened while bbqing for my father's birthday. I was lobster red. I was hurting bad. Never doing that again.
I finally went out socially for the first time in two years. And I wish I didn't. I stopped drinking socially 3 years ago. Walking into a lounge where 75% of the patrons are drunk off their ass was extremely awkward. I only stayed 3 hours. 3 hours too long if you ask me. I felt so uncomfortable, and now I am asking myself how am I gonna salvage a social life if I feel awkward going out? I'm 40 and single. I'm at a crossroads. I want to date again, but am I compatible with anyone anymore? I need to figure this out soon.
For a number of reasons, I am considering relocating. San Antonio has become very ratchet. Its just not my vibe anymore. There's nothing here for me. Nothing interests me anymore. Fiesta is a waste of money. Apparently you have to be a loser to meet women here. Its time for me to fly. I may land in Seattle or San Diego. This just isn't my city anymore.
I finally went out socially for the first time in two years. And I wish I didn't. I stopped drinking socially 3 years ago. Walking into a lounge where 75% of the patrons are drunk off their ass was extremely awkward. I only stayed 3 hours. 3 hours too long if you ask me. I felt so uncomfortable, and now I am asking myself how am I gonna salvage a social life if I feel awkward going out? I'm 40 and single. I'm at a crossroads. I want to date again, but am I compatible with anyone anymore? I need to figure this out soon.
For a number of reasons, I am considering relocating. San Antonio has become very ratchet. Its just not my vibe anymore. There's nothing here for me. Nothing interests me anymore. Fiesta is a waste of money. Apparently you have to be a loser to meet women here. Its time for me to fly. I may land in Seattle or San Diego. This just isn't my city anymore.
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